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Im a nurse working at Mount Hope. Trying to make a new living taking pictures and Decorating, its coming along slowly but surely. I am in the middle of redecorating and renovating my new house. And i could use some help!

Tuesday, March 29

It was crazy

Today was the first day of my life that i really felt free, free to do what ever i wanted free to be on my own free to think and do what ever suits me!

It was strange, when i woke up this morning it was so warm, unlike usual. I loved it i had to go for a walk out side. Its like tradition to do that on the first nice day after winter. I went to the park and i found a swing. I swong on it for like a half an hour while listening to my ipod. t was the best feeling ever i was just watching everything and i wass swinging so high it was great. I then took a nice long walk on the shore, i found a key and a dead rabit, it was kinda spooky cause he was jammed in a hole :(


I then prceeded back to rez where i met up with zack and rossi and greg, another walk outside. Got to love the walks. i have made some plans

- im gonna exercise more
- do homework on time
- it good food
- and go to bed earlier yuppers that what i will do!

Its gonna be really hard but i think i can
ttfn

Tuesday, March 22

There was a man who had a flashlight

well tonight there was alot of commotion, an ambulance pulled up infront of Rez and i decided that i was going to watch what happened. Some police arrived a minute later and then they got out of their cars and started looking around the property, there was a man who had a flashlight and he was looking at everything with it. It was like they were searching for a weapon or drugs. Then a canine truck pulled up and sat there for a while. it left though. then there was a story that some girl went missing and they were looking for her.
Finally the person that "had an over dose" came out of the building on a stretcher. Scary shit, but no one know who it was and what really happened. Interesting, by tomorrow everyone will know. I assume that is, gossip blows like the wind here! hahaha go pun!....no not really

well talk to ya'll later

Tuesday, March 15

Its Been a while

I am now back at home

It took me much running dodging and squeezing to get here but i finally did. Today at about 10 i woke up and started to get ready for my long trip home. First me and my cousin had to get a cab to take us to the train station. The problem was tha i had my snowboard and a huge suitcase, and she had her big bag plus my other back pack. we managed to get to the train station, but it never is a smooth trip for me! I had problems getting my cousins ticket. she is under 18 but has no proof so the guy almost wouldn't give her, her ticket.
We finally got on the train and to my surprise we were in first class which was all encompasingly awesome. The seats were big and there was tons of leg room! The train ride was actually very enjoyable, but once we got to toronto, havick struck! We had to race around Union station go up and down many sets of stair (might i remind you of the huge suit case) and try to catch the subway that would take us just a little bit closer to our destination.
Obviously my cousin had to get stuck in those turn style things, there i was yelling at her to jump over it, but she wouldn't. she had put her coin in it but she was trying to go through with my snowboard and that made her get stuck. After yelling at her for several minutes she finally jumps over and now we are running to catch the subway which is now about to leave the station. frantically i run down the escalator with suit case in hand and then shove my self and leanne in the packed subway. i had never seen it so busy. and we had tons of shit which was blocking the door. we had to continueusly move around so that we weren't in everyones way!
Well then we had to get on another subway which ment heading down yet another flight of stairs and keeping track of leanne so she didn't get swept away in the big crowed. We got on to the other subway and finally after a long ride arrived at our semifinal destination YEah!!

As i dragged my suit case up the final set of stair (which might i add was the longest set so far) i saw my sister coming toward me and not to happily either! "your later" were the first words to come out of her mouth. Thank you Veronica i didn't realize that! sorry my train ran late, next time I'll make sure that doesn't happen:) Then the long drive home with mike, no more needs to be said!

I am finally home and resting peacefully. This last 5 days has actually been really fun! Me and my cousin had not seen eachother in a long time so we had a ton of fun together. Alot of drinking went down and i am proud to say that i did not skimp on the beer, Keiths was the way to go! No hangovers for me!

We talk to ya'll later.....its been a while

Friday, March 11

On no what is paradigm?

ok well its like 1:33 in the morning and i am sitting at my computer trying to write an essay for Soci Class, which is due tomorrow. Oh wicked fun! My cousin just got here tonight but i haven't actually got to spend any time with her because i have been working on it all night. This really is shit! Well i guess its all my fault so i am not going to cry about it anymore!

So ya its about paradigms and god help me if i actually knew what that word ment! Well it looks like another essay i will be bullshitting my way through. Its about traditional and modern familys. Whoop-dee-dO.

Tonight i was supposed to be at clinical till like 8:00 , but i turns out that i got to get off at 6:30 which was totally cool. Although my clinical teacher is a space cadet! na di guess that makes us all her astronauts! I went to the train station and picked up my cousin. I was happy to see her! its been a while. I am getting even more excited to go home which is going to be great because ill get to see both of my sisters and my little cutie pies Julian and Greenlee!

well back to work on my essay ....Joy to the world!

Love ya'll lateR

Wednesday, March 9

Hung over ...Like a fox!

Man this morning I woke up and looked at my clock..I saw 10:00 and I was like"fuck Im missing lab this is the shittest shit that ever happened"........Then I put on my glasses and realized it was 8:00 and I still had a good 20 min before class started.

But that now was the least of my problems. My head was bumpin hard core. I felt like complete and udder shit! I got up and realized that I still needed to do my lab Tickets to so I got on it. Then I found out from Kelly that lab actually starts at nine so I had 40 minutes now, which was awesome. I did as much work as I could and then left for class.......

that's when the feeling came on, the worst feeling ever, I felt like I had to vomit. When I got to class it just got worse. So my teacher told me I could leave.

on the way back I almost puked out side the school. Finally I got to my room, and went a slept by the toilet, "Oh good ol' toilet"

I don't think I am ever getting drunk off of lake port again!

Cheap Beer = Bad Hangover
Less Cheap Beer = not so bad to non existent Hangover

Tuesday, March 8

this is my friend greg.. i didn't realize till tonight, but he inspires me! something about him is so different and original and unchanged. He is one of the sweetest guys i have ever met! he is full of imagery, full of peace, full of heart!

hill@ry

This is a story of a guy

hey

its 1:25, my computer and my alarm clock match times, thats never happened before. I am soooo drunk right now....i don't really know what i am doing but i apologize in advance. Holy shit, i have been doing my normal drunk routine!!!!! hahaha its so funny. i don't even know what to say....

This is dedicated to Greg O'Brian:

He sat on the bed, searching the room for thoughts
his eyes moving from one object to another
finally they rest apon their intention

the pencil begins to move again to the rythem of his mind
the crazy turns and dives
Images flying toward his intellect
he catches only those that spark his intrest

coming up for air, his head lifts again
more ideas are desired
to keep the flow of expression running

He opens the gates to another world
something so differnet and strange
he looks at what he has created....
proud of the monster he has created.

his eyes see it as perfection
his hands see that it needs change
but he holds him self back
from what tares him self apart

peace is what he need,
rest is what he lacks
fingers clamped, pressed, strained
blisters boil, oh the pain

finally he blinks, blinks in entire fatigue
he has come to a rest,
a short break in his track
he will start again tomorrow
tomorrow he will be back!

~ hillary


Guys don't know the half about being a girl
~ my thought

pause or stop

~ hill

Monday, March 7

Stupid Alarms!

Last night i was up till 1:30 in the morning so i was really looking forward to my sleep. But to my surprise this morning at 3:50 the Rez alarm went Off. I awoke so dilerious to what was actually going on, but when i came to relized that someone had pulled the alarm, i grew ferious! Come on people its four in the morning. This Joke is not funny. Students don't get enough sleep as it is, and having to be hauled out of our beds and hurded into the gym (which means being exposed to the cold in our pj's) is not good for our weak immune systems!

So today in class i was sleeping, and it was unwanted sleeping.......I have a test tomorrow and i needed to pay attention. Curse rez, I fuckin hate IT!

I think that just made this day that much more likely to have bad things happen. I can say proudly today that i did make it to first class, its been 3 weeks since i have gone to this class (quite an achievment for me). But second class sucks, (mostly because of the teacher) I just feel she doesn't teach that subject well(anyone who has to continuesly correst them selfs the next class, because of a mistake they made last class, should not be teaching) Any way i was telling my friend to get me notes so i didn't miss anything and he asked me why i wasn't going. Being the careless RETARDED person that i am, i told him that i didn't like the teacher. Well after the fact I looked around and to my surprise there she was sanding not 10 feet away from me. Well she didn't seem like she herd me, but i am pretty sure she did.......unless maybe......nahhhh I'm fucked.

Oh well i can just put that on the list of stupid things i have done, whats that like number 529

Right now i am being slightly (under-exaggeration) annoyed by my neighbor. His sound syste has a sub and he has purposely put it against my wall so that when he plays it, my walls rattle. The Most exasperating sound ever!

talk to ya'll later

Sunday, March 6

Its Sunday and i still haven't accomplished anything

i was really bored one day so me and my cousin Leanne decided that we were gonna go see a movie. I drove all the way to barrie and then relized that we still had like to hours before the movie started, so we went to Goodwill. Me and her ransacked the store and found hilarious outfits.

we tryed them on: I was in a wedding dress. man we even took pictures it was some of the most fun i had ever had. and after that we went to this huge Fish store. It had fish i had never seen before in my life. And Crazy sharks.......they were huge and swam upside down. This really cute guy was standing by the tank so i asked him questions about them. I was flirting, but i am really bad at it. I would rather just stick to making friends. LOL

Oh ya that reminds me ...."KEEP IT REAL"

-From the mouth of rossi

Bones


my cat.

He is my baby. He's always good for a hug and loves keeping me company at night. Its funny if i stay up to late he will start meowing at me, its his way of telling me he wants to go to bed! and if iam up all night he'll stay up all night too. i guess he likes to stick by my side
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What i actually Remeber from that weekend


Fishin on the Beer Bash weekend. That was awesome. we got so drunk, especially my mom. That was so funny. and my friend Cam threw me in the water with all my clothes on, so i pulled him in with me. The rest of that night we wrestled and got totally dirty.
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The Dog from heaven


My Dog Montana,
i would say he is one of my most trusted friends. I told him everything and he listen very egarly. I used him as a pillow, sometimes as a horse (althought i was much smaller when i did that),and dressed him up as mickey mouse . He was my buddy. But now i only talk to him in my dreams. I love him so much and i miss him too

R.I.P MOntaNa
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Family Love


Julian ..your so cute, i love you so much and miss you even more. I can't wait to come home on the break and see you! Hehehe sorry i miss my family alot. there so far away
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Honda Rocks


This picture was taken by my friend Sarah, we went to the Honda Christmas Party. It was so fun. The DJ was giving out all these free things on the dance floor. I was havin the time of my life!
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One leg


this is a one legged seagull....and i am seriously not pulling your leg. I took this picture at the docks. and i didn't even know he was missing a leg till i looked at the picture
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Thankyou Starbucks


Paddy and me takin some sips of our free startbucks strawberry frapachino's ...."Everything just tastes that much better when its free"
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beauty deep in an alley way


I was walking downtown one night with my friend Paddy, we were taking pictures of all kinds of things. We went down an alleyway and i saw this! I was so impressed by it, i don't even know why. Maybe because it was so big and colourful, i ll never know, but i had to have a picture of it
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are you an accident? ask the sign..


I was walking down town and i passed this sign, when i first saw it i thought i read it wrong, but the second and third time i passed it i was sure i read it right. So onw day i took a picture of it. Now i will always be able to so that funny sign
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BING is all i have to say


This would be the Great Mike Chandler Bing, A funny kid. That night we went to Paddy's house and chilled out... Jodi (paddy's girlfriend at the time) was also there. It was a chill night. I had so much fun. It felt like home to me. It was comfortable......and mike felt like an older brother to me, making fun of me all night!
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Why Rossi now?


This is Rossi, this boy is crazy shit man! He's got the voices going on plus some pretty funny mom jokes! i would quote one but ...........
answer to question: cause everone calls him delio
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Strange Things Happen


This would be Pat, i thought this picure was totally awesome he looks like a male model. Expressing so much ....i wonder what he is thinking about?

The night this picture was taken Laura and i got nice and drunk and i had to go snowboarding that next day. I was supposed to be up for 5:30am and be ready to go by six. The thing was i didn't get into bed till 5:30 .....oh but i still made it snowboarding, don't even ask me how i managed. I just had a killer hangover and bad breath all day. But the snowboarding was killer! I enjoyed it as much as i could while i wasn't dieing of my headache. hehe

And on the way home all of us sat in the bus. It was a long trip so there was not much else to do but sleep. i fell asleep to my trusty iPod but when i woke it had ran out of batteries., It was also really dark and quite. lights reflecting of each drop of rain on the windows. It was one of the most peacefull images i could imagine.

hey maybe hes think about snowboarding TOO!
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Pretty in Pink LOL


This is me, i was kinda drunk too. I had so much fun that night. I think i got kicked out of two bars in a row. and puked on an ATM machine LOL
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HUmmmmmm jacks crazy


This is Jackie, shes not really pregnant, its actually my moshi pillow. But i thought it was a funny picture to say the least!
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strange world

hey there

today is sunday and i have alot of studyin to do, I have a mother of a test on teusday, but thats cool because then i get to go out to AJ's and party. That will be fun. I haven't done anything fun in a while. Everyone has been gone for their reading week! so now i am actually in the grove of studyin like a crazy girl. Hum i just finished this crazy comic book and it had some pretty nifty things in it. I learned all about desire and how it works. It is pretty much what runs a man. Its true. If your not desirable then men don't want you. The trick is how do you be desirable.

HAhaha well anyway thats all for now i am kinda not in the thinkin mood right now so ill see ya'll later!