A donkey is raised for one purpose alone, nowonder they are so sad

These thoughts came over me today

Thoughts:
~Donkeys are raised for one purpose alone, nowonder they are sad
~THe fly was created for the spider to eat, as we are created to eat and be eaten
~War waits for no one, its never expected, its instant and no one person is at fault for it
~I need a new job, i just don't want to quite mcdonalds (it will be good to have it through-out the year.
~Wow i am going to be a godmother!
~i need to tie up some loose ends and clear up some misunderstandings.

I got my hair done today, it looks nice, i wasn't looking forward to paying 60 bucks though. I don't think ill be doing that again.
everyone makes mistakes though.

I finally met the neighbors yesterday, strange thing i only met him because i was going to take the garbage in and i saw this dog on my lawn panting like a crazy thing. His mouth was kinda foaming which freaked me out, but i though when Montana panted alot he foamed and he didn't have rabies. So i went inside and got a bowl of water for him, and he started drink right away. Thats when i saw the neighbor come out and have a smoke. I figured why not ask him see if he knows who's dog this is.

He had no idea but we started talking and he seemed nice. So he invited me over to chat with him and his other friend Clay.

for who's wondering what happened to the dog: i called the humane society and a nice lady came and picked him up. He look alot better when she picked him up:) hopefully he has an owner

I had the best nap today and i had washed all the blankets on my bed and cleaned my room, it just felt alot better to sleep in, and i slept for about 4 hours. Now its 2:00am and feel fine.

On the thought about the fly being created so that the spider can it eat. I was wondering for a long period of time "there really does have to be a reason we exist, something that makes sense unlike this phony character "GOD"
Well it makes sense if you look at it like this:
You have fish, you must take care of these fish and provide them with food, a proper habitat or they will surely die. Why do we do this? is it for enjoyment, or is it to feel this strange type of controlling power. I sense we are set very similar to fish. "we" being every living thing, is created to serve a purpose for another living thing. But i am sure you are sitting there saying to your self, she has still not yet answered the question, well maybe i have but you just don't notice it yet. I think everyone has experienced something where you start off with a small room and soon its filled with things which aid living, increasing convenience! The world is the same thing, its self creating. The earth may have started as one speck, but for this speck it need something else to live better and eventually it created thousands of living things that also aid in the creation of earth.

so if you have pulled anything out of the crazy rant, hopefully you see where I am coming from. If its makes no sense then.... I don't know? A mind blowing puzzle that will never be solved, but will be attempted several millions of times


I think I am going to finish watching pirates of the Caribbean

Words of Napoleon: Whatever I feel like..... GOD!