I watched the teen Choice awards and Cried inside!

Tonight the Teen Choice Awards were on, I, normally not being one to watch a lot of TV, decided I would watch it with my housemates! I always remember there being something special about them. Nope I was wrong! Two words SHALLOW WORLD, Choice Hottie award, what the Hell is that! And Gwen Stefani and her stupid award (I forget the name of it but it was along the lines of "your the richest most successful hottie and you really don't know what to do with your self" award , what the hell kind of world are we letting our children grow up in. I feel a sharp pain of purity washing away. Our world is filled with wants and needs and beauty being everything! Spend all your time and money to be Popular, Famous, I don't think its all necessary.

Man The more I think about it, the more I want to pick up my iPod and book it to some isolated island and live there for the rest of my life (obviously there would be power for me to plug my computer in, so I could charge and update my beloved iPod {god bless his soul}) See this is what I mean, we have created a life where we need things to live and if we don't have them we either break down or become one with nature and never return to "NOW"

SInce when did people become so attached to things that did not have feelings and thoughts of their own.

Would I cry if my iPod were smashed? Yes, yes I would, I must be totally honest,I would probably cry for a week and to tell you the truth I don't think anything could replace him ..except for another iPod (although I would be reminded of The cracks and the pain and the Nothingness everytime I were to look at the new one)

how has this happened without me noticing

My friend Nicole came across a beautiful iPod (she obtained it for free) She has named it the LMO (Little Musical One) This attachment to iPods is overwhelming. How did it happen.

We can all agree though that they are one of the greatest inventions and if you can't admit that then you obviously don't have a passion for music!

Did I tell you I love MUSIC?

Oh and that brings me to my next point. I found that I would be happy if all I had was music. Its perfect because its always there for you, no matter what time of day or night, it won't stop till you tell it to, and it fulfills you no matter what mood your in. It conforms to your every move

Ohhhhhhhhhh it hurts!

I hurt my finger today at work, I was cleaning a table and my hand ran into a metal pointy thing, It separated my nail from my right useless finger (the one beside the pinky) some may call it the ring finger! Holy shit did it hurt. It was one of the most painful experiences I have had (not including the pain of mono and smashing my toe with a heavy tape dispenser) I SCreaMed pretty loud when it happened and just really didn't know what to do! My finger still hurts now, when ever I type the letters P,O,M,L and K my finger has a shot of pain sent through it! I wonder how long it will take to stop hurting?

Reporting about the run/walks

I have been keeping up, so far I have run three days in a row, I missed today cause I worked a long shift and when I got home it was dark (its scary at night) But tomorrow I plan to go for a run in the morning and then to the gym and then another run at night to make up for missing today! I was so disappointed at how out of shape I am, you may notice how I use run/walk! Thats cause I start off running and end up walking, BUT I do run again once I feel I have regained my energy so it actually should be called run/walk/run/walk/run/walk/run/walk/run, I always like to end with a sprint to my house! I'm thinking of running in a new direction tomorrow, maybe all the way down king St. It will be a hell of a trek (for me)but I think I am up for a challenge! I think my goal is to get to the Montreal bank

I was reading this blog Secret Underwater base I may not compare to this guys 30 mile runs (holy shit I couldn't do that if someone paid me $1000) and high tech gear, but I will set the goal and I won't let my self down this time! I need to invest in a pair of running shoes though, that's key!


So I should probably get to bed, I have a long day ahead!

'til next time