living through someone else's experiences never did anyone any good

Got my schedual for next week and JEsus christ, this is the most i have actually worked at mcdonalds. They actually gave me lots of shifts....this means i have come to the realization that i have 2, thats right TWO, II more days of summer. THis is may sadness!!!;;;;;;::::..........fading.

Thinking about how i will miss the warm sun AND the simplicity of our outter wear, but i know it will eventually come back to me. So for now i am ready to dress for the cold! ah and did i mention go play in the most incredible snow Ever. Snowboarding here i come, Its on this season!

so i am very tempted to do something crazy with my hair, shit i got to stop playing with it. Lindsay thinks i should put some pink in it, but i am not a fan of pink. And then i won't be able to wear red. I strongly disagree with wearing those 2 colors together except for Valentines Day! but the red used for Valentines day is more of a pinkish based red, not like blood red, so i guess that doesn't even count.

Elizabeth Taylor has been making here appearences more frequent, and i don't mind at all. Its comforting to go out side, and think that at any time $he could pop by and say hello. $he seems like a very gental trusting Cat. $he reminds me of Bones, he is the best cat i ever had, always wanting to be around people. He would encourage me to go to bed too! I alwasy need that.

I felt pretty old today, everyone i work with is so young and i feel like crap, but i am just keeping my eye on the target, Bartending. I really think i have the skills and there would be some killer money too. I want to go get a smart serve, and maybe take a bar tending course, i think that would be a good thing to have if i wanna be able to travel the world. My Goals are set, now lets see if i can reach them.

I must stop putting shit in my hair! i am trying to get some funky styles, but it seems to make my hair look greasy. The hair cut Lindsay gave me the other days is not very satisfactory. The blonde needs to go, i think i want my brown back, or a darker dirty blonde. looking good shows you have respect for your self, it also gives you more confidence.

Anyway...tired per usual

off to the comfy bed

*picture of Greenlee McDonald, she is so beautful!

**i bet you didn't notice the free advertisment for mcdonalds...i sold out, but not on purpose!