Remove the remote from your pocket and look up at what your missing!

I am standing at the edge of a cliff, feeling everything I am. Smelling all that exists around me. For 2 Decades I have been on this earth, but if you were to ask me if I could remember all of that I would look you in straight in the eyes and say "HELL NO"

So about today, I have been going to bed a lot earlier then I normally do, I feel a lot more rested now. I guess that's what I have been doing wrong (not going to bed early) I was in a really good mood this morning, class was boring, but we had some lady come in to talk about sexual assault! I slept through most of it. Man she wouldn't stop talking.

Lindsay just walked into my room, she died some of her hair purple, some of it black and some blonde, I am not sure what to think of it! It smells good though, like flowers or something.

Ohhh after class I came back here and put some buttons on some pants. Watched the Gilmore Girls from last week. It was really shocking about how they are going about the plot for this season, but I like it.

Brian got me hooked on Lost, I have been attempting to Download last season, but I am having no luck so far!

Listening to: Marching Bands Of Manhattan - Death Cab For Cutie

I have a dentist appointment tomorrow, slightly nervous. Not sure how it will work out!

I am going home next weekend to see the family, I am gonna miss everyone from K-Town. I really don't like leaving here, its home to me now. Somedays I feel like I should leave, like yesterday, but then I think about it more. I really would like to travel, but I think my life right now is up in the air, what ever happens will effect the way it falls. In the back of my mind I want someone to make me wanna stay here, or take me away somewhere new and different.

DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE

I Will Follow You Into The Dark

Love of mine
some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light
or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school
as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied
by a lady in black
And I held my toungue
as she told me "Son
fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside
you When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me
have seen everything to see
From Bangcock to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

I recommend everyone have a listen to this song! tell me what you think of it