sometimes i am surprised

Today in EBP i put alot of feeling out there! I figure since thats what the presentations are about and they want them to be good i should ask some questions and even put some senerios out there for them. Most of the time i am ridiculed by the majority of the class, but today i was surprised to see a nice message on my MSn from one of my class mates

"Not that this may be all that inspirational to you but I think that you've really put a lot of your personal feelings out there in EBP class and I think that you have an outstanding character and put up with a lot of shit from people in the class".

and the great thing was this person is such an understanding person who has been through alot. I think she is an inspiriation to me. I remember last year i did a project with her and we touched on some deep subjects. I got to see inside her mind and how she delt with her situations. She is now a mother of two beautiful children and i know they will grow up to be stronge just like her!

On another note i am so glad that class is over.

Alot of the people in that class have no voice or perspectives on any of the topics. I know everyone goes through something in their life thats hard, but it seems most people don't want to share it. I like being an open person, i feel that i have nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone makes mistakes including me so if people know about mine im not going to run and hide.

Anyway enough of these breaks i need to get back to the studying.

coffee count: I have had 4 cups so far and just made some more coffee. lets getter done!