i have been shot down where i stand
it seems only when i think things can't get anymore complicated ...they do!
i, noticing my pattern for destruction, decided to take a break from men in general.
Well on the day i saved that dog i met this guy named Drew. He lives right across the street and he is a really cool guy. Then he told me that he liked me, ofcourse after getting to know me more. I let him know of my present situation with "men" then also added that i can't deal with anymore manships at the moment ( i think to myself, this is the first time i am not messsing things up more) NIP IT IN THE BUD i say. He understands perfectly, but keeps flattering me and wants to cook dinner for me. Hum the last time that happened, my heart was ripped to pieces. Ok i accepted the dinner but thats only cause i told him nothing would come of this. He played a trick on me, we are talking Canadian government vs, the american Government (notice the a)well he trys to explain something to me, "close your eyes" he says...GOVERNMENT PEOPLE GOVERNMENT! ok i close them, what could possibly happen? i feel something on my face, no lips, Ahhh Lips. shit he kissed me. I was caught off gaurd for the first time ever.
You can always tell when someone is gonna kiss you, but come on THE GOVERNMENT, ahhhh i give up this manship thing, its way to hard.
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what do you think?
Thursday, July 21
Wednesday, July 20
The day I stop driving by your house is the day I'll be ok!
The taste is still in my mouth
the memory is fresh on my tongue
my heart still feels you there
fake feelings my mind uses to bare
it wasn't my fault I swear to god
I saw you ready for me, ready for love
where did I go wrong, where is my head
"I want to see you again" you said
The warmth is still on my arm
the touch is fresh on my skin
my heart still feels you there
fake feelings my mind uses to bare
~ Hillary Veneziale
the memory is fresh on my tongue
my heart still feels you there
fake feelings my mind uses to bare
it wasn't my fault I swear to god
I saw you ready for me, ready for love
where did I go wrong, where is my head
"I want to see you again" you said
The warmth is still on my arm
the touch is fresh on my skin
my heart still feels you there
fake feelings my mind uses to bare
~ Hillary Veneziale
The spider in my bathroom
took place july 13
When i first moved into my house i noticed a scary looking spider in my bathroom; BIg and black and fast as hell. I didn't kill him because i figured ...well first i don't think i could catch him and second he might prove handy too me in the future. Its now been three months since i first met this spider and he is still there, but he is not doing what i want him to do.
I have this moth problem in my bathroom and he is not eating them.
me and the spider talking today:
Me: so why have you not caught any of those shitty ass moths yet
spider: they havn't got close enough for me to catch them
me: hellllooooo. you are a spider with the ability to make a web, crawl up the wall and make one, then your food will be caught and i will be happy too!
spider: I don't know if i can trust you, if i crawl up there i have no where to run if you decide to squish me.
me: i see your point
so i left the bathroom. Moths still on the wall
I don't want to catch them all because i think they may eventually die and the spider will then eat them but mannn they are freakin annoying
now anyone who goes in there asks me about them
When i first moved into my house i noticed a scary looking spider in my bathroom; BIg and black and fast as hell. I didn't kill him because i figured ...well first i don't think i could catch him and second he might prove handy too me in the future. Its now been three months since i first met this spider and he is still there, but he is not doing what i want him to do.
I have this moth problem in my bathroom and he is not eating them.
me and the spider talking today:
Me: so why have you not caught any of those shitty ass moths yet
spider: they havn't got close enough for me to catch them
me: hellllooooo. you are a spider with the ability to make a web, crawl up the wall and make one, then your food will be caught and i will be happy too!
spider: I don't know if i can trust you, if i crawl up there i have no where to run if you decide to squish me.
me: i see your point
so i left the bathroom. Moths still on the wall
I don't want to catch them all because i think they may eventually die and the spider will then eat them but mannn they are freakin annoying
now anyone who goes in there asks me about them
Tuesday, July 19
Why do some of us feel that we won't be complete till we find someone?
try as he might he's unable to speak
he grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek
the bed is unmade like everything is
darklit in heaven at the top of the stairs
take me like that, ruin it all
then build it again by the light in the hall
he drops to his knees says please my love, please
i'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze
one more night, that was a good one
one more night, i dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one
he starts with her back cause that's what he sees
when she's breaking his heart she still fucks like a tease
release to the sky, look him straight in the eye
and tell him that now, that you wish he would die
you'll never touch him again so get what you can
leaving him empty just because he's a man
so good when it ends, they'll never be friends
one more night, that's all they can spend
one more night, that was a good one
one more night, i dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one
One more night ~ Stars
They beam things into your head
The ghosts of your pleasure and contempt
When we were liars things were seamless
When we were wired the world was like a secret
I close my eyes now and I scream
I turn the light on and there’s nothing left redeeming
I saw your face before it changed
The gun it makes you look nicer in a bad way
So low for how high?
it’s too late tonight
And I’m sure you’re right
As low for how high
And after this there’s just the circus
And every morning you carnie heart stops workin
It gets tight in there sometimes
Looking for the defects, talking like it’s a reflex
I close my mouth now and I scream
I open the door and there’s nothing left redeeming
I saw your face before the rough
You should wait around awhile cause your body’s bound to turn up
So low for how high?
it’s too late tonight
And I’m sure you’re right
so low for how high
Running from home ~ Matthew Good Band
he grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek
the bed is unmade like everything is
darklit in heaven at the top of the stairs
take me like that, ruin it all
then build it again by the light in the hall
he drops to his knees says please my love, please
i'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze
one more night, that was a good one
one more night, i dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one
he starts with her back cause that's what he sees
when she's breaking his heart she still fucks like a tease
release to the sky, look him straight in the eye
and tell him that now, that you wish he would die
you'll never touch him again so get what you can
leaving him empty just because he's a man
so good when it ends, they'll never be friends
one more night, that's all they can spend
one more night, that was a good one
one more night, i dreamed it was a good one
one more, one more night, that was a good one
one more night, the end should be a good one
a good one
One more night ~ Stars
They beam things into your head
The ghosts of your pleasure and contempt
When we were liars things were seamless
When we were wired the world was like a secret
I close my eyes now and I scream
I turn the light on and there’s nothing left redeeming
I saw your face before it changed
The gun it makes you look nicer in a bad way
So low for how high?
it’s too late tonight
And I’m sure you’re right
As low for how high
And after this there’s just the circus
And every morning you carnie heart stops workin
It gets tight in there sometimes
Looking for the defects, talking like it’s a reflex
I close my mouth now and I scream
I open the door and there’s nothing left redeeming
I saw your face before the rough
You should wait around awhile cause your body’s bound to turn up
So low for how high?
it’s too late tonight
And I’m sure you’re right
so low for how high
Running from home ~ Matthew Good Band
Wednesday, July 13
A donkey is raised for one purpose alone, nowonder they are so sad
These thoughts came over me today
Thoughts:
~Donkeys are raised for one purpose alone, nowonder they are sad
~THe fly was created for the spider to eat, as we are created to eat and be eaten
~War waits for no one, its never expected, its instant and no one person is at fault for it
~I need a new job, i just don't want to quite mcdonalds (it will be good to have it through-out the year.
~Wow i am going to be a godmother!
~i need to tie up some loose ends and clear up some misunderstandings.
I got my hair done today, it looks nice, i wasn't looking forward to paying 60 bucks though. I don't think ill be doing that again.
everyone makes mistakes though.
I finally met the neighbors yesterday, strange thing i only met him because i was going to take the garbage in and i saw this dog on my lawn panting like a crazy thing. His mouth was kinda foaming which freaked me out, but i though when Montana panted alot he foamed and he didn't have rabies. So i went inside and got a bowl of water for him, and he started drink right away. Thats when i saw the neighbor come out and have a smoke. I figured why not ask him see if he knows who's dog this is.
He had no idea but we started talking and he seemed nice. So he invited me over to chat with him and his other friend Clay.
for who's wondering what happened to the dog: i called the humane society and a nice lady came and picked him up. He look alot better when she picked him up:) hopefully he has an owner
I had the best nap today and i had washed all the blankets on my bed and cleaned my room, it just felt alot better to sleep in, and i slept for about 4 hours. Now its 2:00am and feel fine.
On the thought about the fly being created so that the spider can it eat. I was wondering for a long period of time "there really does have to be a reason we exist, something that makes sense unlike this phony character "GOD"
Well it makes sense if you look at it like this:
You have fish, you must take care of these fish and provide them with food, a proper habitat or they will surely die. Why do we do this? is it for enjoyment, or is it to feel this strange type of controlling power. I sense we are set very similar to fish. "we" being every living thing, is created to serve a purpose for another living thing. But i am sure you are sitting there saying to your self, she has still not yet answered the question, well maybe i have but you just don't notice it yet. I think everyone has experienced something where you start off with a small room and soon its filled with things which aid living, increasing convenience! The world is the same thing, its self creating. The earth may have started as one speck, but for this speck it need something else to live better and eventually it created thousands of living things that also aid in the creation of earth.
so if you have pulled anything out of the crazy rant, hopefully you see where I am coming from. If its makes no sense then.... I don't know? A mind blowing puzzle that will never be solved, but will be attempted several millions of times
I think I am going to finish watching pirates of the Caribbean
Words of Napoleon: Whatever I feel like..... GOD!
Thoughts:
~Donkeys are raised for one purpose alone, nowonder they are sad
~THe fly was created for the spider to eat, as we are created to eat and be eaten
~War waits for no one, its never expected, its instant and no one person is at fault for it
~I need a new job, i just don't want to quite mcdonalds (it will be good to have it through-out the year.
~Wow i am going to be a godmother!
~i need to tie up some loose ends and clear up some misunderstandings.
I got my hair done today, it looks nice, i wasn't looking forward to paying 60 bucks though. I don't think ill be doing that again.
everyone makes mistakes though.
I finally met the neighbors yesterday, strange thing i only met him because i was going to take the garbage in and i saw this dog on my lawn panting like a crazy thing. His mouth was kinda foaming which freaked me out, but i though when Montana panted alot he foamed and he didn't have rabies. So i went inside and got a bowl of water for him, and he started drink right away. Thats when i saw the neighbor come out and have a smoke. I figured why not ask him see if he knows who's dog this is.
He had no idea but we started talking and he seemed nice. So he invited me over to chat with him and his other friend Clay.
for who's wondering what happened to the dog: i called the humane society and a nice lady came and picked him up. He look alot better when she picked him up:) hopefully he has an owner
I had the best nap today and i had washed all the blankets on my bed and cleaned my room, it just felt alot better to sleep in, and i slept for about 4 hours. Now its 2:00am and feel fine.
On the thought about the fly being created so that the spider can it eat. I was wondering for a long period of time "there really does have to be a reason we exist, something that makes sense unlike this phony character "GOD"
Well it makes sense if you look at it like this:
You have fish, you must take care of these fish and provide them with food, a proper habitat or they will surely die. Why do we do this? is it for enjoyment, or is it to feel this strange type of controlling power. I sense we are set very similar to fish. "we" being every living thing, is created to serve a purpose for another living thing. But i am sure you are sitting there saying to your self, she has still not yet answered the question, well maybe i have but you just don't notice it yet. I think everyone has experienced something where you start off with a small room and soon its filled with things which aid living, increasing convenience! The world is the same thing, its self creating. The earth may have started as one speck, but for this speck it need something else to live better and eventually it created thousands of living things that also aid in the creation of earth.
so if you have pulled anything out of the crazy rant, hopefully you see where I am coming from. If its makes no sense then.... I don't know? A mind blowing puzzle that will never be solved, but will be attempted several millions of times
I think I am going to finish watching pirates of the Caribbean
Words of Napoleon: Whatever I feel like..... GOD!
Is it possible to have heart PROBlems at such a young age?
for the last 4 days i have been experiencing i strange pain in my chest. It comes when ever and only last for about a second. Its a weird sensation and it scares me, but i don't know what could be the problem. I think i don't want to got to the doctor because if there really is something wrong, i don't wanna know lol.
I guess i should though ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I just hjad another one GOD, it right smake in the middle of my chest inbetween my breasts. :(
friggin camera ran out of batteries again and i have no charger. Jesus what am i gonna do?
I guess i should though ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I just hjad another one GOD, it right smake in the middle of my chest inbetween my breasts. :(
friggin camera ran out of batteries again and i have no charger. Jesus what am i gonna do?
How is it that somemtimes things do a total 180 and leave you spinning on your ass
My anger about the shurb that grew over my fence is now fading as a see the beauty of it. Its wildness to grow where ever and produce such enchanting flowers. Its most amazing because i wake up to see it right outside my window, but i know there will be a day where i wake and its not there, replaced by white flakes and cold chills. I like where i am right now, i do miss my family alot , alot alot. But i love what has happened here in kingston. I feel like i have made my own home (well kinda) the girls are like my sisters, i feel so comfortable around them and i feel safe here.
i woke up this morning thinking i should probably go to the gym. I need to get in shape (not for anyone else but for me) I find i have been letting everything slide just a little to much.
I had this person call me on the phone this morning asking for elane, i told him no one here by that name so he hung up, minutes later he called back asking for Carl. Then procceded to talk with me and say how he is lost in kingston and uses FUCK alot in his sentances. I told him again that he had the wrong number and he tells me that i have a sexy voice, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ya right. So i said goodbye!
i woke up this morning thinking i should probably go to the gym. I need to get in shape (not for anyone else but for me) I find i have been letting everything slide just a little to much.
I had this person call me on the phone this morning asking for elane, i told him no one here by that name so he hung up, minutes later he called back asking for Carl. Then procceded to talk with me and say how he is lost in kingston and uses FUCK alot in his sentances. I told him again that he had the wrong number and he tells me that i have a sexy voice, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ya right. So i said goodbye!
Sunday, July 10
The Best idea in the World, where did we go wrong?
LAst night was a disaster, now you may check with some of the other girls and they may say it wasn't so bad, but I will let you know THEY ARE Lying.
NIght starts off:
I finish work at seven, i am totally pumped for the night to come. Get home and ask freamo when we are leaving....UMMM well jackie should be off at 10 so like 1015 or so! That sounds pretty good to me so i make myself a drink, Better get the night rolling. Turned on the tunes and just chilled for a while. Around 9 i decide i better get in the shower as to not hold anyone up ie Jackie.
out of shower and ready at 1/4 to 10 perfect......
THEN JACK CALLS, she has a huge group of people she has to take care of and might not be out till 1030 shitty!.
I do my best to be patient, Have more drinks and do a little reading. 1030 has now come and gone and i have no more patience. So i make another drink or two and chat with some people. Almost got Greg to come out with us!
finally at 1230 Jackie arrives
We are in the car and rolling down the driveway at 2345 Whooooo i can tell already this night is gonna be a bust.
Jackie gets a speeding ticket. shit. 129km in an 80 zone ......... $359 later
arrive at lauras at 300 and there is hardly anyone there. By this time drinking is as far from my mind as ever and there is really no one there that i could actually have good conversation with. I would rather sleep, but we end up driving around Orleans looking for some food... Every fuckin place was closed, even McDonald's.
food was eventually consumed and by the time we were done eating the sun was coming up. what a night! Slept till 1300 on a really uncomfortable pullout coach then got up went up stairs to get ready to leave and started to chat with lauras dad. He is the funniest guy, i love chatting with him. He calls his own daughter a skank. around 1400 we headed back to the Kdot hahaha. It was nice to be back here.
I am looking forward to Monday night, Its Brian's Birthday and there is supposed to be a little bit of drinkin going down at Matts so count me in on that! It will be nice to actually party.
haalla
Saturday, July 9
Do a little dance, make a little love, I bet you didn't Think it could HURT?
Action Jackson
hill@ry
Work went pretty good today, i seem to be talking alot more to the girls that work there, i 've become pretty good friend with the 2 supervisors. I think thats good for me. No one significant came in today, although a man did give me a $1.25 tip Hahahah, its crappy but its money so i was happy.
So my mom wants me to take a picture of myself in my uniform, i really don't want to do it because, i don't know it just is weird and its not like i look good in it either. aArrrr.
I actually went grocery shopping this week and got some yummy food, Tomorrow night im makinpasta, i am excited for this, oh i am....oh and i also cleaned up the house alot it was weird, i just got up and cleaned everythign i looked at. Thank god i didn't go upsatirs. Now my bedroom is a mess again, its all that "getting ready for the Bar" now i am not the person to be all girly like and dress up all nice for the bars, but i do now. I realized that im almost 20 and have not landed a steady partner. Maybe i am just to picky, or maybe love just hasn't found me yet, Well thats ok because i realized the other day that i don't know why i am trying to find soemone. Its fun being single, no one to tell you what to do. FREEDOM is the word!
I am back in my chair, sitting all "i don't know what to" like, but i actually do, i am procrastinating like the devil endorsses. whats wrong with that, if you believe in god you believe in the devil. but WAIT does this make me a believer of god* if i do believe in the devil.
Ok here it is: Personally if god* does exist (which i really think he doesn't)i would not like him one bit, kinda like BUSH. I would hate god*. Have you not ever come across a person you just cannot bring yourself to like, well if so, thats what i would feel like toward god*.
*Notice my lacking in capital G usage
Oh sorry i am ranting.
Frig i am totally wanting to go right now to Ottawa, this blows. Jackie finish your work man. I am on my first drink, but its a STRONG drink, I wanna get this night rolling. Holy SHIT
i am being way to vague latley, there is a reason for it, but i will return to my normal writing sceems. Ah so i was thinking about making a change to my site, i have a hard time with change. it does not suit well with me. I guess i get into the feeling of not really having to think where soemthing goes cause i just know but when you switch things around it gets all, not right! Fuck i don't know what i am saying. Well i do but i don'. NNNEEEWAY, sorry once again, i am out of hand tonight. I think this day has been kind messed up
I was at the bar last night and i was dancing with this guy, a nice guy, His name was brandon from PEI. I invited him back to my house, we chatted for a while, the conversation was a little forced. then he passed out. Man i danced with this one guy last night that was twirling me around the floor. It was cool but after i while i felt like it waS just a show. I like to dance nice and slow kinda just feel the music. I was amazed how many guys don't know how to dance, but i guess it isen't a bad thing. I find the guys who say they can't dance to be the cutest on the floor.
This fucking blog site is sucking lately. They took the colour button off
ummmmmm i think i need to do some revamping!
peace my fools
hill@ry
Work went pretty good today, i seem to be talking alot more to the girls that work there, i 've become pretty good friend with the 2 supervisors. I think thats good for me. No one significant came in today, although a man did give me a $1.25 tip Hahahah, its crappy but its money so i was happy.
So my mom wants me to take a picture of myself in my uniform, i really don't want to do it because, i don't know it just is weird and its not like i look good in it either. aArrrr.
I actually went grocery shopping this week and got some yummy food, Tomorrow night im makinpasta, i am excited for this, oh i am....oh and i also cleaned up the house alot it was weird, i just got up and cleaned everythign i looked at. Thank god i didn't go upsatirs. Now my bedroom is a mess again, its all that "getting ready for the Bar" now i am not the person to be all girly like and dress up all nice for the bars, but i do now. I realized that im almost 20 and have not landed a steady partner. Maybe i am just to picky, or maybe love just hasn't found me yet, Well thats ok because i realized the other day that i don't know why i am trying to find soemone. Its fun being single, no one to tell you what to do. FREEDOM is the word!
I am back in my chair, sitting all "i don't know what to" like, but i actually do, i am procrastinating like the devil endorsses. whats wrong with that, if you believe in god you believe in the devil. but WAIT does this make me a believer of god* if i do believe in the devil.
Ok here it is: Personally if god* does exist (which i really think he doesn't)i would not like him one bit, kinda like BUSH. I would hate god*. Have you not ever come across a person you just cannot bring yourself to like, well if so, thats what i would feel like toward god*.
*Notice my lacking in capital G usage
Oh sorry i am ranting.
Frig i am totally wanting to go right now to Ottawa, this blows. Jackie finish your work man. I am on my first drink, but its a STRONG drink, I wanna get this night rolling. Holy SHIT
i am being way to vague latley, there is a reason for it, but i will return to my normal writing sceems. Ah so i was thinking about making a change to my site, i have a hard time with change. it does not suit well with me. I guess i get into the feeling of not really having to think where soemthing goes cause i just know but when you switch things around it gets all, not right! Fuck i don't know what i am saying. Well i do but i don'. NNNEEEWAY, sorry once again, i am out of hand tonight. I think this day has been kind messed up
I was at the bar last night and i was dancing with this guy, a nice guy, His name was brandon from PEI. I invited him back to my house, we chatted for a while, the conversation was a little forced. then he passed out. Man i danced with this one guy last night that was twirling me around the floor. It was cool but after i while i felt like it waS just a show. I like to dance nice and slow kinda just feel the music. I was amazed how many guys don't know how to dance, but i guess it isen't a bad thing. I find the guys who say they can't dance to be the cutest on the floor.
This fucking blog site is sucking lately. They took the colour button off
ummmmmm i think i need to do some revamping!
peace my fools
Pretty Awesome
Last night I had a blast man, Jackie and I learned how to do a dance from dirty dancing. We did it at AJ's it was so funny. I took a whole load of pictures to last night and most of them turned out really good
So its now up to Ottawa tonight for Laura's Kegger. It should be fun in the Orleans Bubble.
well lately I haven't been think very much, more reading and working (doing what I am told) I wanna go see my family this week I have from Sunday till Thursday, but I could see my mom saying that she doesn't want me to waste money driving to see them. Although if it is ok well then I might just go. Cottage Monday though hummm!
been feelin happy lately, just all around. Its mid summer and it couldn't get any better. I miss Tyler, its sad that he is not here anymore. Time has past by so fast. I remember in April I was pretty bumbed about rez and I felt it just wouldn't end, but finally it did. That was my favorite day! That place just brought me down. I feel so free in this house, ya it gets messy alot and it costs more, but if it can make you feel better then usual or even good period, i think its worth it.
I finally have my voice back to normal, i really missed it. that went on for about a week and a half. I have been actually reading my book now, its getting really good, i am hooked!
So my neighbor...I hate them. Every morning they wake me up with some loud noises. Its pissing me off. They were complaining about my loud music, but this is way worse. They have let their hedges grow over their fence and its blocking the little sunlight that does shine in my window, I wanna go out side one day when they are out there and just start hacking at the trees on my side of the fence, see what they say then Ahahahahaha.
So its now up to Ottawa tonight for Laura's Kegger. It should be fun in the Orleans Bubble.
well lately I haven't been think very much, more reading and working (doing what I am told) I wanna go see my family this week I have from Sunday till Thursday, but I could see my mom saying that she doesn't want me to waste money driving to see them. Although if it is ok well then I might just go. Cottage Monday though hummm!
been feelin happy lately, just all around. Its mid summer and it couldn't get any better. I miss Tyler, its sad that he is not here anymore. Time has past by so fast. I remember in April I was pretty bumbed about rez and I felt it just wouldn't end, but finally it did. That was my favorite day! That place just brought me down. I feel so free in this house, ya it gets messy alot and it costs more, but if it can make you feel better then usual or even good period, i think its worth it.
I finally have my voice back to normal, i really missed it. that went on for about a week and a half. I have been actually reading my book now, its getting really good, i am hooked!
So my neighbor...I hate them. Every morning they wake me up with some loud noises. Its pissing me off. They were complaining about my loud music, but this is way worse. They have let their hedges grow over their fence and its blocking the little sunlight that does shine in my window, I wanna go out side one day when they are out there and just start hacking at the trees on my side of the fence, see what they say then Ahahahahaha.
Wednesday, July 6
Wonderland was great
Our trip to wonderland for jackies birthday was pretty awesome, other then the fact that it rained all day. Oh well, the lines for the rides weren't big at all
i was pretty happy about that. The Drop Zone is the strangest ride ever. I am alwasy wondering, once i get to the top of drop zone "Why did i get on this ride, i think i am going to have a myocardial infarction." i always end up on the ride anyway. The ride home consisted of my sitting in rush hour traffic fighting over the music with lindsay . Jackie and dallas got to sleep in the back.
Took a nice walk to the water park. That place is truly disgusting, it smells like nastyness. EWWWW i can't believe i went in the wave pool.
Frig i am tired i think its bed time now
i was pretty happy about that. The Drop Zone is the strangest ride ever. I am alwasy wondering, once i get to the top of drop zone "Why did i get on this ride, i think i am going to have a myocardial infarction." i always end up on the ride anyway. The ride home consisted of my sitting in rush hour traffic fighting over the music with lindsay . Jackie and dallas got to sleep in the back.
Took a nice walk to the water park. That place is truly disgusting, it smells like nastyness. EWWWW i can't believe i went in the wave pool.
Frig i am tired i think its bed time now
Tuesday, July 5
Mega Birthday TIME
lately i have been udderly exhusted, that one night screwed everything up!
today i went to the cottage, i caught a walleye and a rock bass. It put a smile on my face. I made a really yummy dinner, with home style mashed potatos, they were so good. I took a nap too not like anyone really needed to know that.
I also attended Matts 24th birthday celebration, very intresting night. i don't think i have ever seen Matt so drunk and Adas for that matter. Probably because i am usually to drunk myself but, not to night!
Adas and me walk to matts house, i had brought nothing to drink (wonderland early next day)Got there, Zout offered a freezie, no way am i turning that down. I was sitting out of the loop so i noticed the vodka to my right. Ummmmm Vodkaa, IDEA! vodka + Freeze = drink yesss. When i went to grab the vodka matt decided to make it known to every one that "supposedly" i cant hold my Alcohol, i can to! I chose to sleep on your lawn buddy! Haha Well That showed him because by the end of the night Matt had locked hime self in his room, injuried himself and pucked ON himself HAha. I feel bad for rubbing it in. But I am Going to be a jerk from now on. I like it!
Its wonderland tomorrow: i am so excited for this! Jsckies birthday TOO! 20 man thats old. well i better get some shut eye so i am not dead for tomorrow. Have a nice night all
Happy Birthday MATT KIRKEY JACKIE BURT AND BRIAN if i forgot anyone just yell at me!!
today i went to the cottage, i caught a walleye and a rock bass. It put a smile on my face. I made a really yummy dinner, with home style mashed potatos, they were so good. I took a nap too not like anyone really needed to know that.
I also attended Matts 24th birthday celebration, very intresting night. i don't think i have ever seen Matt so drunk and Adas for that matter. Probably because i am usually to drunk myself but, not to night!
Adas and me walk to matts house, i had brought nothing to drink (wonderland early next day)Got there, Zout offered a freezie, no way am i turning that down. I was sitting out of the loop so i noticed the vodka to my right. Ummmmm Vodkaa, IDEA! vodka + Freeze = drink yesss. When i went to grab the vodka matt decided to make it known to every one that "supposedly" i cant hold my Alcohol, i can to! I chose to sleep on your lawn buddy! Haha Well That showed him because by the end of the night Matt had locked hime self in his room, injuried himself and pucked ON himself HAha. I feel bad for rubbing it in. But I am Going to be a jerk from now on. I like it!
Its wonderland tomorrow: i am so excited for this! Jsckies birthday TOO! 20 man thats old. well i better get some shut eye so i am not dead for tomorrow. Have a nice night all
Happy Birthday MATT KIRKEY JACKIE BURT AND BRIAN if i forgot anyone just yell at me!!
Saturday, July 2
Its 4:19am, do you know where your children are?
Im done work , FINALLY!!!
so many drunk people tonight, it was funny at first but it eventually gets really annoying. i got to see a tiny corner of the fireworks, but it wasn't worth standing on my tip toes!
Bon Echo - It was awesome, Scott and i went kayaking around the cliffs. We climbed up rocks and jumped off them into the water, i think one of the cliffs we jumped from was 40 feet high (i could be over exagerating) but it was really high.
That sister of mine never showed up, Disappointing! Traffic wasn't bad at all, i was driving behind this black truck and a little girl kept sticking her head out the back of the window and making faces at me. She then stuck a doll out the window and was moving it around. Not something you see everyday.
i am going to hit the hay hard, have a nice night, i hope everyone enjoyed canada DAY!
so many drunk people tonight, it was funny at first but it eventually gets really annoying. i got to see a tiny corner of the fireworks, but it wasn't worth standing on my tip toes!
Bon Echo - It was awesome, Scott and i went kayaking around the cliffs. We climbed up rocks and jumped off them into the water, i think one of the cliffs we jumped from was 40 feet high (i could be over exagerating) but it was really high.
That sister of mine never showed up, Disappointing! Traffic wasn't bad at all, i was driving behind this black truck and a little girl kept sticking her head out the back of the window and making faces at me. She then stuck a doll out the window and was moving it around. Not something you see everyday.
i am going to hit the hay hard, have a nice night, i hope everyone enjoyed canada DAY!
Friday, July 1
Coming back home :(
Well i am going to be leaving in a bout a half hour, to head back to kingston. Its Canada Day and i am spending it in my car on the highway and then at work till 4 in the morning. Best canada day ever, oh well sometimes thats the way life goes. Well i hope my drive iss good and there is not to much traffic, cause that would just suck.
I am now waiting for the arrivel of my sister veronica, so that i can say goodbye to her, she better get her soon!!!
I am now waiting for the arrivel of my sister veronica, so that i can say goodbye to her, she better get her soon!!!
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