We grow and stop noticing other people are grow as well

Its really cool to so how people are startin up there own blogs. Its like an inside look into ones life, the writing is always different and it suits the person who writes it.

Like i said before i have kinda neglected to update mine often, but i am coming back slow and steady. I guess the blog helps a lot when you feel sad or upset, or just want to blurt something out and don't want to be judge. It feels good when your done too, cause you see a result of what you feel. It could almost be a work of art

I have been pretty happy lately, i am almost done school ...Well at least the working part and finally the apartment is back in order (and we are getting a new hot water tank). The last three weeks were kind of stressful and at some points i really thought i was never going to finish all the work, but i some how magically did. So now i only have to tests, a take home test and a reflective journal to do, which is not that much stuff and i think after today I may eliminate 2 of those.

After 2 years I finally feel this consistent weight lifting off my shoulders. Its the weight of accomplishment is what it is and it give me this extreme feeling of happiness to feel it almost all gone. i could probably care less where i am going for placement just as long as i don't have to do more presentations and projects.

Placement has been pretty fun the last couple of weeks, i am on Johnson 3 the psych ward and its very interesting. I have gotten a lot closer to some of the people in my clinical group. Heather for one. She's a great girl, very polite and strong, upon first meeting her you wouldn't think that, but she is.

I have gotten to know Jenn a little more too, but something is stopping me from going any further. Its that feel you get when you know you could never be friends with a certain person, maybe its the way she thinks, or talks out of turn, or just plain doesn't listen to anyone. Its kinda sad in a way but i am learning to deal with it.

Christian ...well he hasn't changed since i first met him. He aggravates me to hell but we still are friends. He is one of those people that i can be super blunt with, he, the same to me. We argue all the time, some times even fight, but we are never not friends. He knows me and i know him, i feel like he is my brother, but an annoying younger one (even though he is older the me) but i am sure he thinks of me in the same way.



ohohohoh i just though of something

it bugs me so much when people say "I don't know nothing"

i may be a really bad speller, but that drives me crazy, its almost a contradiction.

anyway i am off to work on some of "that" work