so this morning around 8 i got 3 phone class, when i answered each one of them this is what was said "your cabs out side" or it could have been "Your cats outside" and it was an old lady saying it. Really weird eh! and the eveb weirder thing is that they were calling from philadelphia, PA. What the fuck. I have been so tempted to call them back to see who it was, but thats a pretty long distance call to make
Anyway i have a list i am working on today:
-return scrubs
-do laundry
-pick up some new books to read at work
-shower
-plan time table for sisters shower
-clean up the Apt
Tuesday, May 23
Friday, May 19
I wish i knew
I was hoping this past week would have been a little different, more relaxing and such, but instead i felt really crappy and not sick crappy.
I had a headache, dizziness, wasn't hungry and yesterday i got this overwhelming saddness come over me and i had no idea why. It made me so anger because all i wanted to do was go play baseball and then hang out at the toucan, but no matter how hard a tried to be happy it wouldn't happen. I am feeling alot better now and really crossing my fingers that it won't happen again, but i will never know for sure. Brian says it might be the new patch i started, and maybe he's right. That would be the best answer of any atleast.
Last night i went over to Bob and Kelly's and we played some cards and chatted which was nice. Kelly had got me some really pretty flowers to cheer me up, which was super nice of her.
Jackie on the other hand bailed on me yesterday leaving me alone again for another day. I really wanted to chill out with her and have a fun day, but what ever.
Lindsay did my hair on wednesday and that was pretty sweet of her, although there is not as much blonde in it as i would like there to be, she said that the next time she does my hair she will put more blonde in it. I figure it actually worked out good because its my natural colour so i won't have roots while trying to grow it out Yahoo.
I am going to finish planning my sisters shower today and make some calls to some people who didn't RSVP. Wooooo fun, and then what shall i do. I want my last day to be fun since i will be getting up at 6 tomorrow.
I found more pictures of bones too on my camera, he is so cute. I can't wait to go home and bury him becuase that may be another reason i am sad. alot of people are probably thinking "he is a cat get over it" but he wasn't a cat to me he was a friend, a cute and cuddly friend that was always there for me even when i was sick and noone else wanted to be around me.
He peed on laura's bed to, and it wasn't his fault, but it was like he did it for me LOL.
Monday, May 15
stress
i never felt the real type of stress intil today
And i am having a hard to coming back down.
I finished my Comprehensive test - Really hard and i am now waiting for a phone called, the phone call meaning i failed. I don't like when they do that, i mean i am already freaked out because the test was so freakin hard and now i friggin jump everytime i hear the phone ring.
progress - WAITING
i continue to have the picture of donna telling me "your Good" when i asked her if i had passed the first test and then shacking her head while marking the second one.
2 hours and 46 minutes left on the clock
And i am having a hard to coming back down.
I finished my Comprehensive test - Really hard and i am now waiting for a phone called, the phone call meaning i failed. I don't like when they do that, i mean i am already freaked out because the test was so freakin hard and now i friggin jump everytime i hear the phone ring.
progress - WAITING
i continue to have the picture of donna telling me "your Good" when i asked her if i had passed the first test and then shacking her head while marking the second one.
2 hours and 46 minutes left on the clock
Monday, May 8
I finally finished my test
I got a 76.2% in theory, the class that i never attend. I feel pretty good about that, i still haven't got my marks from trends and issues, but i am think if there were a problem she would have called me.
Anyway friday night me and lindsay hung out and watched american psycho (pretty creepy movie) and if anyone recalls the comment someones posted on my site:
"Do you like Phil Collins? I've been a big Genesis fan ever since the release of their 1980 album, Duke. Before that, I really didn't understand any of their work. Too artsy, too intellectual. It was on Duke where Phil Collins' presence became more apparent. I think Invisible Touch was the group's undisputed masterpiece. It's an epic meditation on intangibility. At the same time, it deepens and enriches the meaning of the preceding three albums. Christy, take off your robe. Listen to the brilliant ensemble playing of Banks, Collins and Rutherford. You can practically hear every nuance of every instrument. Sabrina, remove your dress. In terms of lyrical craftsmanship, the sheer songwriting, this album hits a new peak of professionalism. Sabrina, why don't you, uh, dance a little. Take the lyrics to Land of Confusion. In this song, Phil Collins addresses the problems of abusive political authority. In Too Deep is the most moving pop song of the 1980s, about monogamy and commitment. The song is extremely uplifting. Their lyrics are as positive and affirmative as anything I've heard in rock. Christy, get down on your knees so Sabrina can see your asshole. Phil Collins' solo career seems to be more commercial and therefore more satisfying, in a narrower way. Especially songs like In the Air Tonight and Against All Odds. Sabrina, don't just stare at it, eat it. But I also think Phil Collins works best within the confines of the group, than as a solo artist, and I stress the word artist. This is Sussudio, a great, great song, a personal favorite. "
Christian Bale as Patrick Batman in American Psycho
It was funny to hear it in the movie after first being baffled by it as a comment on my blog
I also watched Monster, this movie was very different then what i thought it would be like. And i actaully felt bad for her. It is really said how some people grow up in this world with no choice of what to do with their life. And when she almost gets murdered nobody would care because shes a hooker. It would be nice if we could help those poor unfortunate souls, but we can't.
On to saturday,I read the screaming tree by Pill Lovesy for 4 hours then went to Dallas' and hung out with her and lindsay. We drank and then headed out for Philthy's, ran into Matt, Jill, Erin and some other people, but i forget ...you know cause i was kinda drunk. I drank almost a whole picture of beer and 3 coolers which was pretty good for me. I didn't even pass out on anyones lawn.
sunday i cleaned the house and went and got some much needed bras and also picked up Bri from the train station.
Anyway friday night me and lindsay hung out and watched american psycho (pretty creepy movie) and if anyone recalls the comment someones posted on my site:
"Do you like Phil Collins? I've been a big Genesis fan ever since the release of their 1980 album, Duke. Before that, I really didn't understand any of their work. Too artsy, too intellectual. It was on Duke where Phil Collins' presence became more apparent. I think Invisible Touch was the group's undisputed masterpiece. It's an epic meditation on intangibility. At the same time, it deepens and enriches the meaning of the preceding three albums. Christy, take off your robe. Listen to the brilliant ensemble playing of Banks, Collins and Rutherford. You can practically hear every nuance of every instrument. Sabrina, remove your dress. In terms of lyrical craftsmanship, the sheer songwriting, this album hits a new peak of professionalism. Sabrina, why don't you, uh, dance a little. Take the lyrics to Land of Confusion. In this song, Phil Collins addresses the problems of abusive political authority. In Too Deep is the most moving pop song of the 1980s, about monogamy and commitment. The song is extremely uplifting. Their lyrics are as positive and affirmative as anything I've heard in rock. Christy, get down on your knees so Sabrina can see your asshole. Phil Collins' solo career seems to be more commercial and therefore more satisfying, in a narrower way. Especially songs like In the Air Tonight and Against All Odds. Sabrina, don't just stare at it, eat it. But I also think Phil Collins works best within the confines of the group, than as a solo artist, and I stress the word artist. This is Sussudio, a great, great song, a personal favorite. "
Christian Bale as Patrick Batman in American Psycho
It was funny to hear it in the movie after first being baffled by it as a comment on my blog
I also watched Monster, this movie was very different then what i thought it would be like. And i actaully felt bad for her. It is really said how some people grow up in this world with no choice of what to do with their life. And when she almost gets murdered nobody would care because shes a hooker. It would be nice if we could help those poor unfortunate souls, but we can't.
On to saturday,I read the screaming tree by Pill Lovesy for 4 hours then went to Dallas' and hung out with her and lindsay. We drank and then headed out for Philthy's, ran into Matt, Jill, Erin and some other people, but i forget ...you know cause i was kinda drunk. I drank almost a whole picture of beer and 3 coolers which was pretty good for me. I didn't even pass out on anyones lawn.
sunday i cleaned the house and went and got some much needed bras and also picked up Bri from the train station.
Thursday, May 4
Coincidence?...I think Not!
This morning i had a really weird dream about my cat. I was showering and i had got out and walked on to my porch back at home (in Alliston) and Bones was walking around. I kept shouting to Brian that Bones was alive but he didn't believe me. I some how figured out how he had been revived and (by a bolt of lighting) because the place where he was buried was all weird moved around. It was a really good dream but when i woke up it made me really sad that it wasn't true.
Today was my last day of placement, it was a pretty good day some scary things happened, but its ok cause i am done on that floor. I am very excited to write my test tomorrow. I really just want to get the whole thing out of the way and i have enough confidence in myself that i think i can pass with a pretty good mark.
So i had a couple of coincidences happen to me yesterday and the day before that.
The 1st one:
On Tuesday after the meeting with the counselor i decided i was going to go for a run to clear my mind. I took off down princess i went into a few store on the way and got myself a new silver chain ($6) and a pretty pendant to go with it ($16) after that i decided i would head further down princess, browsed through more stores and was enjoying my self....Might i add i looked like a drowned rat. Finally i decided to head home i was just coming out of a store and struggling to make my Ipod work (i have found out they don't like dirty fingers) and i hear "Hillary????" i look up and to my surprise, theres Lindsay. She was going to buy a birthday present for her friend ...Who's birthday it was (by the way it was also Sarah's B-day too, the big 21) So i decided i would walk with her and chat. On the way back from down town we decided to get something to eat, i had suggested The Copper Penny, but Lindsay wasn't feeling it. We finally decided on going to Shoeless Joes. We walk in the place and my whole class was sittin at a big table. It was strange and they all looked at me and were like "hey you weren't at he test" i said hey to all of them and explained why i wasn't there. They all said sorry to hear the news and then i went and sat with Lindsay. We had a lunch so to speak, but it wasn't good. I found a hair in my food and the girl was trying to make me pay full price, but i wasn't taken any of her bullshit.
anyway that was number 1
The 2nd one:
yesterday when i took Jackie to look at laptops, she was telling me how she had seen Tyler the other day down town and then as we pulled out of the mall who do we see pulling in, not anyone else but Tyler and his mom and brother. i think pretty weird!
this is what my mom made for Bones
Its been 4 days since he has been gone and i still really miss him alot. i have never missed something so much. i think its the circumstances surrounding his departure:(
Today was my last day of placement, it was a pretty good day some scary things happened, but its ok cause i am done on that floor. I am very excited to write my test tomorrow. I really just want to get the whole thing out of the way and i have enough confidence in myself that i think i can pass with a pretty good mark.
So i had a couple of coincidences happen to me yesterday and the day before that.
The 1st one:
On Tuesday after the meeting with the counselor i decided i was going to go for a run to clear my mind. I took off down princess i went into a few store on the way and got myself a new silver chain ($6) and a pretty pendant to go with it ($16) after that i decided i would head further down princess, browsed through more stores and was enjoying my self....Might i add i looked like a drowned rat. Finally i decided to head home i was just coming out of a store and struggling to make my Ipod work (i have found out they don't like dirty fingers) and i hear "Hillary????" i look up and to my surprise, theres Lindsay. She was going to buy a birthday present for her friend ...Who's birthday it was (by the way it was also Sarah's B-day too, the big 21) So i decided i would walk with her and chat. On the way back from down town we decided to get something to eat, i had suggested The Copper Penny, but Lindsay wasn't feeling it. We finally decided on going to Shoeless Joes. We walk in the place and my whole class was sittin at a big table. It was strange and they all looked at me and were like "hey you weren't at he test" i said hey to all of them and explained why i wasn't there. They all said sorry to hear the news and then i went and sat with Lindsay. We had a lunch so to speak, but it wasn't good. I found a hair in my food and the girl was trying to make me pay full price, but i wasn't taken any of her bullshit.
anyway that was number 1
The 2nd one:
yesterday when i took Jackie to look at laptops, she was telling me how she had seen Tyler the other day down town and then as we pulled out of the mall who do we see pulling in, not anyone else but Tyler and his mom and brother. i think pretty weird!
this is what my mom made for Bones
Its been 4 days since he has been gone and i still really miss him alot. i have never missed something so much. i think its the circumstances surrounding his departure:(
Monday, May 1
So long
Well today was a sad day, Bones has been put down. Very sad, but i guess life goes on. I am gonna miss that little guy, he was so cool. for anyone who is curious to know why? he had a blocked urithrea Which means he couldn't pee anymore. he's going to be buried in the back yard of the apartment i guess. ill miss his little paws and probably everything else about him.
R.I.P Bones Tito Veneziale
May 1st 2006
you will be missed
May 1st 2006
you will be missed
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