We grow and stop noticing other people are grow as well

Its really cool to so how people are startin up there own blogs. Its like an inside look into ones life, the writing is always different and it suits the person who writes it.

Like i said before i have kinda neglected to update mine often, but i am coming back slow and steady. I guess the blog helps a lot when you feel sad or upset, or just want to blurt something out and don't want to be judge. It feels good when your done too, cause you see a result of what you feel. It could almost be a work of art

I have been pretty happy lately, i am almost done school ...Well at least the working part and finally the apartment is back in order (and we are getting a new hot water tank). The last three weeks were kind of stressful and at some points i really thought i was never going to finish all the work, but i some how magically did. So now i only have to tests, a take home test and a reflective journal to do, which is not that much stuff and i think after today I may eliminate 2 of those.

After 2 years I finally feel this consistent weight lifting off my shoulders. Its the weight of accomplishment is what it is and it give me this extreme feeling of happiness to feel it almost all gone. i could probably care less where i am going for placement just as long as i don't have to do more presentations and projects.

Placement has been pretty fun the last couple of weeks, i am on Johnson 3 the psych ward and its very interesting. I have gotten a lot closer to some of the people in my clinical group. Heather for one. She's a great girl, very polite and strong, upon first meeting her you wouldn't think that, but she is.

I have gotten to know Jenn a little more too, but something is stopping me from going any further. Its that feel you get when you know you could never be friends with a certain person, maybe its the way she thinks, or talks out of turn, or just plain doesn't listen to anyone. Its kinda sad in a way but i am learning to deal with it.

Christian ...well he hasn't changed since i first met him. He aggravates me to hell but we still are friends. He is one of those people that i can be super blunt with, he, the same to me. We argue all the time, some times even fight, but we are never not friends. He knows me and i know him, i feel like he is my brother, but an annoying younger one (even though he is older the me) but i am sure he thinks of me in the same way.



ohohohoh i just though of something

it bugs me so much when people say "I don't know nothing"

i may be a really bad speller, but that drives me crazy, its almost a contradiction.

anyway i am off to work on some of "that" work

Beirut Champs

Last night was kirkey's party and i had gone over expecting that i wouldn't have much fun, but oh boy was i wrong. I found my perfect beirut partner ...Bob and totally kicked Team Canadas Ass it was so great and everyone was cheering.

our team is called King of the Hill (bob being the king and I being the Hill...obviuosly )
I great night to remember i can't wait to see the pictures

now i need to study some more


Bye for now

Some of my picture

My back has been killing be lately, and i am not sure what to do about it. Its been atleast three weeks of continues pain on the upper left side of my back. :(

other then that My 2nd year is almost at a close. I can't believe that i am almost done. Now to start a new leg of the race. I am thinking an undergraduate in nursing, maybe if i have the energy after that maybe MEd school ????

I got my placement for the internship and i am at KPH on the gariatric admissions floor......not to excited, but enough that i still want to go. Its going to be a nice relaxing summer with my man! ...and the girls from 12 foster. i miss them alot

I have hurt you bad, Oh and it makes me sad

I have neglected my blog for sometime, i think i better hop back on the wagon.

I am getting my hair dyed again right now, lindsay is over. She has already cut brian's hair and mine has been in process for about 3 hours now. I am going back to blonde for the summer.

My cat bones has a UTI so i am taking him to the vet tomorrow. The poor cat has been having alot of trouble peeing. He'll sit in his box for a good 10 minutes and then he'll be back ten minutes later . So that means bones is going back to alliston with me and bri for easter. We really have no choice. I can't leave him here with that problem. the vet even said that male cats have a tendency to have totally blocked urinary tracts. So at least he's peeing, but it might get worse. Poor little guy!

..... 4 days later

Bones is doing alright, we never ended up taking him to the vet, but i think the few days of country air did him some good. Easter was a blast. Played lots of baseball and i even got a new baseball glove. Its pretty nice, right now i am just working it in. I also picked up a bunch of picture frames from my mom. y plan is to spray paint most of the frames black because some of the colour are kinda old and ugly, but the frames are nice.

I handed in my portfolio today. 60% of my mark and no i am not nervous. LOL i am juist gald that its done and over with. Now i can work on my presentation which is due next monday. I have three days to work on it before i have to start working on my care plan again. These damn care plans.

Pilates is going well, i need to do it more but i have actually been doing it which is kinda new for me. I can do it with out the videos too hehe.

anyway off to develop some film.....if it doesn't work i am fucked......

later

good bye says everyone at the foster house

lindsay is the next to leave the house. I think she moved out today actually. It was nice of the girls to give her to going away parties and me none, but I have no hard feelings ..i could care less actually. I find that most of the girls don't really call me anymore or talk to me. the only one i have stayed intouch with is lindsay. Shes actually moving pretty close to me so i suspect that i will see more of her within the next few months.

Today Brian also left for Toronto, i am going to be super lonely for the next couple days, bu i guess i have my work to keep me company.

The strike has added another week onto our year but we are still suspected to graduate at the same time as everyone else which is really good and i got an extra week to study for the test that i have tomorrow.

Another thing, My room has been set to away. The repair man came to check out the ever growing leak in the bedroom ceiling. He cut a big hole in it and found roughting wood it was pretty gross. So me and Bri have been sleeping in the living room for the last 2 nights....fun eh. and now i will continue to sleep there alone until the landlord gets his act together and fixes the ceiling. theres got to be something i can do about this. Is it legal?

Got the new chest freezer today. Finally we have space in the freezer its great and it doesn't take up that much room either.

well i should probably get back to studying.

Talk to you later!